Things have been a bit all over the place if I’m honest. That’s just how life is I guess. In the last few months I’ve had some real low moments and some real happy and excited moments. I think as much as instagram can try to portray is life just is all cupcakes and rainbows it just isn’t sometimes. Sometimes it’s crying, feeling low and maybe forgetting to wash your hair that week. Saying that I will always have the ‘silver lining’ mindset and always look for the best in situations and people. I just think it’s a nicer way to survive the small time we have on this planet.
I’m quite behind at the moment as well I’ve not done a YouTube video for a couple weeks, I have plans and know a few I want to film. Same for blogging there’s quite a few posts I need to write up but with some of the negative stuff thats been going on in my head I have a writers block as such. I just can’t seem to get the words out most days. I’ve tried to write this post at least 5 times I’m sure. It is hard when you feel like that and just have to let it pass. Don’t push yourself because you will just end up worse off than you started. I’ve let myself have that step back and I’m starting to feel a bit better, things are a little clearer and I’m trying to piece together the things I want to say and share with you guys. Not to mention I’m just getting over a bad head cold I caught off Lily so I feel like a new woman now I can breathe through my nose a little bit again! haha. Gross but it’s amazing how much snot and phlegm can just be in your body at once, feel like I need to be drained out.
Some positive notes, Lily is getting a lot better with her talking and it’s like you can see the cogs turning in her head when she’s trying to make a new sound or a say a new word. I love it. Watching her grow up as I have said many times is just the best thing in my whole life. The love you have for your kids is unmeasurable and seems to just grow and grow.
Something else happened recently which has changed our lives in a big way is Scott has passed his driving test. Not having to rely on public transport is incredible, don’t get me wrong I will still have to get it but Scott is happy to drive me around to make things easier and it gives us so much more freedom and opportunity. We have been out so much more in the last week than probably the last month because it is just simpler. Not having to get a bus somewhere about an hour each way with a toddler who just wants to get up and play and touch everything is just so great. We have been to the park, to a different big supermarket and we even went to do the big shop at this said big supermarket while Lily was at her grandparents and shopping without the kids as most of you parents know is like a mini vacay. We are also going out today to Hatton Adventure World which I have mentioned on here before so it may sound familiar.
I’d love to know what you guys have been up to and how you have been! Let me know in the comments below.